Occupancy

Lately I have been good with occupying myself whether it be with soccer, guitar, video games, or reading my books for school which is great and relaxing. It also helps I have had 4 days off from work in a row, but as i say that, it is time i head off to work!

It finally feels like I am on vacation!

I really want an acoustic guitar and i get paid on thursday so my want will then become a 'have' which will be awesome. I hope ray does the 365 project, I have always been a huge fan of it. I have very little to say at the moment, but you should watch the movie King of California if you have not seen it.

Fellowships

I have made some new friends in some ways, which is great, and my friendships are building with these people whom I would never get to know on any other day. I recently rented a video game, Mass Effect, I strongly recommend you pick it up if you have a xbox360. I have nothing of worth to say at the moment I am caught up with everything around me.

I have been trying to read this book but it seems I am too lazy so I will probably just watch the movie which I hear is good also.

Art

Prior to summer beginning I planned on making some art and learning guitar, neither of which I have started since summer began. I cannot finish projects once I start them. I have two or three canvas' with the base coat and stencils drawn out ready to cut that I still have not done. I feel so unmotivated but I feel that if I do not start doing art soon I will never start back up, heres to not being lazy.
Oh and I am way excited for his new album:

europe.

It's been very weird, this sudden cutoff I had between Ray and I and it has definitely given me time to think. All of this time I have had to myself has really slowed my life down and put everything in the future into perspective which is great. I have not been as social while Ray has been gone, not because she is my only friend, but I just want alone time and time to figure out myself. Everyone around me has changed and it has caused me to take a step back and look at where everyone has come from to where they are now, which is huge, everybody is growing up and changing for the better or for the worse. The only reason I started writing this is because I was bored and all of my thoughts have started to buildup and I want to keep track of them, if anybody reads this, tell me, that would be awesome, I need someone I can talk to about philosophy and art and all that other bullshit so drop me a line.